Milestone Moment: November 8, 2007
As we honor the Marine Corps’ 248th birthday, a personal milestone resonates with profound significance in my heart. November 8, 2007, marks the last day I donned the Marine Corps uniform, a symbol of honor, courage, and commitment that had defined a significant chapter of my life. This day was not just an end of an era but the beginning of a new journey, one that would test me in ways I never imagined.
This moment symbolizes a transition, a shift from the battlefield to the battles that awaited me at home. It represents the point where the values instilled in me as a Marine would be my guiding light through the darkest paths I would tread. As I hung up my uniform, I was unaware of the trials ahead but equally oblivious to the strength and resilience that lay dormant within me, ready to be awakened.
Introduction
Today, as we commemorate the 248th birthday of the United States Marine Corps, I find myself reflecting on a journey that took me from the battlefields of Iraq to an internal struggle, a war within. My story is one of fall and redemption, a testament to the resilience of the human spirit, and the power of faith in the face of life’s storms.
The War and What Followed
I am a Marine Corps veteran, having served with valor and pride. My deployments to Iraq were not just about serving my country; they were about shaping the man I would become. But returning home, I faced a different kind of war. One where the enemies were PTSD, depression, and addiction. It was a battle that pushed me to the brink, leading to a life of despair, marked by drugs, alcohol, and a descent into a world that nearly consumed me.
The Fall
In those dark days, I was like the man described in Psalms 38:4, “For my iniquities have gone over my head; like a heavy burden, they are too heavy for me.” I turned my back on everything I once held dear, losing my marriage, my sense of purpose, and almost my life.
The Turning Point
But as it’s said in Jeremiah 29:11, “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.” This verse became a reality when, at my lowest, I chose to return home to New Mexico. It was there, through the love and guidance of my family and the strength of my fellow Marines, that I began to see a glimmer of hope.
The Climb Back
My climb back was slow and filled with challenges. I had to face my legal troubles head-on, a crucial step in regaining control over my life. During this time, I lost my father, a blow that could have sent me spiraling but instead strengthened my resolve.
Rediscovery and Service
I found solace in education and service. Now, I am studying Chemical Dependency, using my experiences to help others fighting similar battles. My induction into the Library of Congress stands as a beacon of hope, a testament to the possibility of redemption and change.
The Power of Faith
My return to ministry was a key milestone in my journey. I have always believed in the power of faith, and it was this belief that ultimately brought me back from the edge. As a minister, I now share my story, hoping to offer the same light of hope that guided me through my darkest times.
Renegadez: Men of Faith & Fortitude©️
This journey led to the birth of my podcast, “Renegadez: Men of Faith & Fortitude©️.” Here, I explore the complex dance between masculinity and spirituality, offering a space for men to understand that true strength lies in faith and resilience.
Conclusion
As I reflect on the Marine Corps’ birthday, I am reminded of the values of courage, honor, and commitment that were instilled in me as a Marine. These values, coupled with my faith, have guided me through life’s battles. My story, I hope, serves as a reminder that no matter how far you fall, there is always a path back.
“I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” - Philippians 4:13
Until next time, keep believing, keep striving, and keep living a life full of faith and fortitude. God Bless.
